Highway to Heaven

Today is Sunday, a day that we Christian come to worship our "Beautiful Saviour". I cooked breakfast for my friend Lily and myself, she loved my cooking I am happy about that but I hope that she can cook by herself and me too....hehe... Then we went out to do some grocery shopping. Then after Grocery shopping, we hurry back home to put our things, funny thing is I forgot to bring my house key...haha!! Then, Lily was quite worry that her milk will go bad so she was quite unhappy. But I was quite relax and told her that put our grocery things on the front door because we are in a hurry for CDS class. However, we did leave it outside and Lily keep murmuring that I am very careless...Yes I am~:p

I love todays serment, Highway to Heaven. I know that I am a sinner and God's grace HE send HIS one and only son to earth to die for our sin and build a bridge to Heaven for Human. Then suddenly, I had a vision from God. This vision reflected when I was the age of 5 to 6, my parents was out on a business trip and I was with my sis and maid at home. I did not want to eat my dinner and my maid got frustrated and told me that my parents is died and would not be coming back and I am going to be an orphan. Of coarse I cried very loud with my sister, then my maid just went into the kitchen and I though even she doesn't want me any more. I cried even louder, then in my heart I ask God " What am I going to do, I am lonely, Where is my daddy?" Then suddenly my dad open the door, and saw me and my sister crying. He was shocked that we were crying, then I told him what out maid told us. He just said nothing to worry, he could not make his business trip and will be staying back at home. The fear and unsecure immediately went away. Then another vision was when I was in high school, I quarreled with one of my best friend and I secretly cried in an isolated toilet. Thank God that, my younger sister persude me to

attend church to receive God's Love. The third vision was, this year thanksgiving party that held at Seya house. I was late and my housemate keep rushing. I remember that day I was very stressed because of my family issues, friends and at the same time the bus driver scolded me when I asked the direction to Seya house and I can't feel God's presence. When I arrive at Seya place, it was dark and I feel so lost and lonely all a sudden. I wanted to cry out secretly to loose out some of my feelings, then Sunnie called and said that she is coming to fetch me at the bus stop. I quickly rubbed my tears and walked towards Seya house, but the tears keep coming out and I can not control it. Then Sunnie and Ting came to fetch me, they were happy at 1st, but when they saw me crying they were shock. I lied to them that the driver scolded me, but the truth is I am so spiritually lost and blind and I can't feel God's presence. I know that God wanted to test me by staying far from me, but I am too weak without God( I think I fail this test...hehe)

The conclusion of these vision is God save my lost and lonely soul without God I am really nothing. Then at that moment, in my heart I wanted to be the salt and light of this world to assist God to save lost and lonely soul as I once was one of them. When the serment ended, I wanted to cry, because of God's grace, He save us all sinners

2 Corinthians 12:9

But he said to me:" My grace is sufficient for you, fo my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ power may rest on me.