Sandakan (Friday)

Been back Sandakan for 3 days, nothing much to do though, my friends is coming back on the 12th of July. Tonight I was planning to go to Lily's church, but due to her mother not letting her out of the house. Maybe she knows that she is going to church. I can see that Lily faith is strong, even though her mom took her food away when she is praying before eating...(haiz~)

However, I stayed back at home and my mom had a bible study with some senior friends tonight. Of course, I joined her and helped them to play the melody...my poor skills-_-!!( I tried my best) I was so touched although there is no perfect guitar or perfect melody...they still worship God with all their heart. I think I shall learn more from them...Such strong faith~

Evaluation of Evax

After the evax, being rejected to get phone no. and refused to listen to us. I felt quite discouraged and sad. Sad, is because the people's heart are too hard and blind to listen to us. As we are God's messengers, being rejected to sent the good news to non-believers. Discouraged is because I prepared myself for this Evax for a week, It is hard for me to build a courageous heart to speak to strangers, but I tried my best anyway.

I hide my negative feelings from my friends after the failure of sharing gospel in Evax, but I can't hide it from God. He encouraged me with this Chapter (2 Thessalonians 3), it is about disciples spreading the good new of God and encouraged discples to pray for one another. God will protect us from the evil, we must have faith in Him as He is powerful and faithful.

"May the Lord direct your hearts into God's love nad Christ perseverance."
(2 Thessalonians 3:5)

This words caught my heart, God reminds me that all that I am doing is for God, even I was denied the reason is because of God not because of me. However, I felt much more better. Sometimes, I was thinking God can really bear alot of things (e.g our sins, uncomfortable feeling of being rejected.etc), even for me, little unhappy things can affect my daily attitude, but for God, He is sad when being rejected by people He Loves, but still come and comfort His Royal Messengers(Us). I think our God is awesome!! That make Him very special, and this made me Love him even more.

Grand Evax-Vol. 3

Today had been raining cats and dogs the whole day, quite moody my mood. Maybe God wanted us to have faith in Him to do this Evax. I was teamed up with Xi's, approached a year 1 game coarse male student. I didn't talk much cause I do not know anything about Games program, so Xi's the one doing the talking ( I was relaxing ^-^...hehe). Then we shared the gospel step by step. However, we did not succeed to get his contact no. (although we asked twice =.=) and the weather was too rainy and windy that we have to end our conversation.

Then, we returned to Y block to try approach diffrent people, and we chosed a girl, he attitude quite cold, gave me a shock.... Don't ,like the feeling either~ However, Xi, Will, Sunnie, Jer, Peth, SingHoe, Jason, Philip and I went to have late lunch together. We hardly have this kindda gathering, get to have more fellowship with them more. Then, Sunnie and I went to shop for awhile. However, the weather is cold and raining.....

Shopping Day with Daniels!!! (Pic)

There is a rainbow behind me and Myrna....Even God is with us shopping~~

A wonderful day!!

Today, rained almost the whole day none stop. I supposed to be skipping class, cause it is raining and I did not like it and my accounting lecture class is at 9am!! However, yesterday when I was reading the bible (1 Thessalonians 4:1-12). Reminds me to live everyday for Jesus and to prepare ourselves for his return as HE could return any day. So, I arrived Uni early 9am at Uni and meet upi with my friend (Karen) at class. On the other hand, Ariel and Tony who should be coming to class skipped the whole day class(accused given: cause it is rainy day-_-!!)

Karen wanted me to accompany her to buy movie ticket after class, and we walked to myer centre cinema. Later on, she wanted to eat at a restaurant although we both have brought food with us. I just don't know why, i agree with her and brought her to Han woo Ri (Korean Restuarant) to have lunch together. Then I caught this opportunity to talked about the gospel and our Hope Brisbane church!! However, she wasn't that open when I share the gospel, and I try to know why she don't like to hear me sharing Gospel. She told me that, she's been attending Christian primary & high school for 11 years!! She told me, she never experience God, and do not understand why I like to share Gospel so much. Haiz~ what a sad case!! However, I know that God opened a way for me to approach her today, I am gonna keep praying for her until she receive salvationa and get to experience God's touching!! Praying is important, it's not only about communicate with God but also a kind of humble or hidden service and care that it is doing for friends and family.

Love God, your Lord as He is the Supplier of our daily life!! muaaaackkkkk~

Shopping Day with Daniels!!!

Quite a long period of time i hadn't update my blog. Yesterday, Myrna, Priscilla, Ben. Jeremy, Lily and I went to DFO for shopping. The main point of going DFO because

• I need a pair of Jeans, (my former jeans can not fit me any more...good news for me)
• I have not been to DFO before
• Want to spend some time with the gang.

This shopping was very exciting for me, because I can spend some relax time with friends after being surrounded by stress. We arrived DFO around 1pm, I was so excited because the jeans was cheaper compare to the city, so I bought one jeans, a pair of black shoes which is half price of its original price, a boots which is same as Myrna and Priscilla ( buy 2 free1)...hehe. 1 dress, 2 t-shirts. However, after shopping I found out Ben and Jeremy did not buy alot...because their theory is " We won't buy something that is not necessary." (Looks like girl spend too much on unnecessary things) T_T...That's the nature of girls anyway....lolz!!

Anyway, I spend a great time with the gang, and hope that we can have this time together again.... I love Daniel's!!! COme lets grow spiritually strong together. ;p

Happy Mother's Day Edition

It's been quite a long time that I did not update my blog :p. Yesterday was Mother's day, during the service Pastor Lai Ling shared alot of her experience of being a mom.

This made me though of my mom, my mom is a business woman, I remembered that when I was young, we were very poor, living in a small wooden house. Income from my dad wasn't enough for me and my sister to survive, so my mom started to work with her brother in his office. However, years after years later, my mom who is from a no body became to be a some body in the circle of Business. Whoever, in this business industry knows my mom name.

Of course, she build her business from a rice retail shop to a rice factory, beside that she have alot of other businesses such as building shops and sold it to people.... and others international business that I don't even know until her secretary told me...I was quite shock!! That is because she is just a woman, I can see that God's blessing upon our household. However, as her business became more and more busy she have to sacrifice her time with her family, but I did not think much about her purpose of having a huge business and I was quite angry about her not taking care of us, especially I feel insecure in my teenage period still need me to take care of my younger siblings.

Until one night, we were all sleeping, one of my sister was still playnig games in the computer room located outside our house. We locked all the doors of the house, all a sudden my mom knocked on my door asking me where is my younger sister, and told me that she wasn't in her room. I didn't think much and told her not to worry she can take of herself, but she didn't give up and keep searching for every room in the house. My mom searched for an hour and she finally heard my younger sister knocking very hard outside the door, calling some one to open the door for her. After that incident, I realised that, no matter how our mother become, she is still very caring and love every one of her children.

I know God is also gentle and caring, He loves all of his children no matter how they sinned. He care alot for the lost sheeps(People), that is still wondering in this world. He is always there for us and never busy to hear us pray to Him for HELP! In addition, believers are all torch light of this world! Are God's chosen people to light the darkness of people's life into God's Mercy and LOve


The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light;those who dwell in a land of deep darkness, on them the light has shined. (Isaiah 9:2)