After 3 days back from Melbourne, the feeling was like i have left Brisbane 3 months. I missed the weather here. In Mebourne OC, I got more intimacy with God and got the confirmation that I have the gift of prophecy. The story start like this;
10th April 2009
When we arrive Philip island, (Thank God that He put Philip in our car, if not we girls are going to be lost in the middle of no where!!) I was so happy, and I wanted to express my joy, so I run to our leader, The BOSS and wanted to do my funny patting. He saw me coming and very coldly said :" Don't touch me, I am tired." I was quite stunted, however, this became a joke between David and me....haha!! I get to know more and more of our Daniel's 2 group character. I remember I was eating with the Daniel group and Sunnie came back with a plate of "apple crumble", I was so excited that I stood up and wanted to get a plate of that desert. Suddenly, Philip voice came :"Jerry, you better sit down and finish your vegetables." I did not really recognised that voice but just sat down to my chair and finish my vegetables, then our leaders, Christine and Jimmie was quite surprise because I just obey him, for me his attitude is just reminding me to finish my food before going to get the next one, for them is I am scared of Philip so I obey him. Philip is like a dad to me, keep reminding people when we forgot what we should finish the task 1st then continue the other.
11 April 2009
I keep having vision of one our brother and this is a surferring because i did not know what God wanted to tell me. However, I keep seeking God deeply and asked God for a sentence for this brother. Then a sentence came to me :" Endure in me." Then, I surely know that this is from God because, at that moment i didn't know what "endure" mean. So i just discuss with my leader and wanted her to help me give this sentence to him. After doing that, there is no sign of the vision again, "Thanks God!" I learn alot of things about Holy Spirit and different kind of sign and wonders testimonies being shared by the Pastors, I really like the way Pastor Simon preach, because he is very funny and very Malaysian!! I miss Malaysia food, music, slang and people~
In the afternoon, I went to the workshop of Prophecy, I wanted to know more about this ministry. So, Christine, David, Will and me went together. I learn that as God's Prophet, we have to be very sensitive and need to pray to Him to keep in touch with Him day and Night... At the same time, there is bad news, We have to be very careful when dealing with the message from God and not curse people when they fail us, because this will open a door for our enemy, Satan, to come and attack us and deceive us from God. I really really like the gift of prophecy because I can talk to God and He can talk back to me through different ways e.g. dreams, visions, audible voice...etc It is like playing a puzzle with Him. Love Him even more.
12 April 2009
In the morning, Christine separate us in to groups of 2. It is my 1st time to lead my buddy, Josh, to have a quite time in the morning. So we prayed and I ask her does she understand the message of the preacher. Then she began to share, she really shared alot of her past to me and this is also my 1st time to sit down peacefully and listen to people!! After the quite time, we still have a lot of time, I started to share I keep receiving dreams from God when I was young, she also shared that she can see the future of some one but it is the bad one and she don't like it. Then, I encourage her to seek God and explain that God is good and has His purpose in her. Then, I know why we were being put together, we both have the same gift in prophecy...wow~ Daniel 2 are having more and more prophet and intercessors.
Today I attended "Moving in the spirit with Discernment", I can't believe that what the Teacher experience was almost what I met in the past. I wanted to find out more, so I went out to get pray and try to talk to her, but Alas! there is alot of people in the queque, at the same time I got this opportunity to talk with a girl from Hope Perth original from West Malaysia. I got to know that she was once a bass player who performed at the Chinese Orchestra, we shared alot but I didn't waited for Helen Kirby instead went to another prayer to get prayed.
When she 1st prayed, (quite long actually) she saw a pink light very bright and attractive but surrounded by darkness, and saw a temple in her vision. She asked me what is my background, I didn't really told her and just said nothing. ( I am trying to hide my past, I don't want alot of people to know it, because it is very embarassing.) Then, she prayed for me the second time, she said that :" God said there is not short cut to the maturity of Christian, He is removing the old pain from a house and painting its foundation with new colour." God was right I am rushing to grow in Christ, this is very dangerous because I wanted to grow more and help my family receive salvation but at the same time my foundation is not firm. So I repent my sin for not letting God hold my plans. After the prayer I was so tired, I thought maybe God wanted to give me dreams so I just straight went to bed...haha!! However, nothing happen but I slept, alot of friends are finding me, but I hide myself under some sleeping bag, and God gave me a good 2 hours rest until being awaken by our brothers who is singing " Who am I" (-_-!!).
13 April 2009
Today is the last day of OC, so fast I can't belive it. We had our praise and worhsip song, the spirit of God came to me, He gave me vision that Jesus and me holding hands, I look very worry and unsecure because there is alot of things that can't be open and shared to the public. However, Jesus just said very gentlely: " I will come back." then He is being lifted up from earth to heaven. I looked at Him so Holy He is being lifed up!! But I feel very relieved although Jesus leave the Earth because He said He will be back.
God also remind that I was there to witness his wonders and miracles, e.g. I wanted a brother, because I chinese tradition my mom have to give to birth to a boy if not this is a disgarce in the family, God gave me one, before the birth no one knows that the baby in the womb is a boy, but I know!? My younger sister was always sick and almost visit the hospital every 2 months, I saw her suffer on the bed with the pin in her hands, I prayed in my heart:" God heal my sister, I need her to come back and play with me." He did!! My sister did not visit the Hospital from that month onwards. Another sister of mine was also God's blessing, she came to this world in an extraordinary way, when she came to this world, my mom have to go through operation to get her out from the womb, this is very dangerous as back in my place, this kind of operation is quite new and not being practice alot, but still my mom and sister survive.
God also remind me, when I was young, I wrote Christmas card to Him at Christmas. He said:" You have seen me do wonders and miracles in your family, where have the naive girl gone to? Give me all your past and shame." I did trade in my past and in return God gave me joy and strength to praise and worship Him. I can feel that I break free from my sins. After the closing ceremony, Josh, my buddy who was sitting next to me, told me that she saw a vision of a girl being tied to a massive and heavy ball, suddenly, broke free while running and jumping in the garden wearing white and very happy. I feel that God want to tell me I am free and it is time to rise up.
