Love Letter

My Princess Bride,

Allow Me to be your Strong Prince to fight any and all battles you're in right now. I don't want my bride to exhaust herself fighting in her own strength. The battle you face my love, is already won! Now step behind me and let your powerful Prince shield you from the attacks of the enemy of your soul. Yes, I am your warrior and your protector. As long as you stand behind me and let me fight for you, there is nothing that can or will overtake you. It is my pleasure to go to war for my beloved bride.

My Prince,

I am ready to let You fight for me, my warrior. I am tired of battling alone. Please forgive me for using my actions and words as weapons to hurt those who have hurt me. Thank you for being my shield and my strength. You alone are the one who will bring victory to my life.Thank you for fighting for me, I love you my Lord! Your Princess Bride,who is ready to stand behind you

"For the LORD your God is the one who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies to give you victory."Deuteronomy 20:4 (NIV)

from the website of Hisprincess.com

Photo Album

This is my siblings, Thanks God that he created them, so that I won't feel boring in my childhood

(Because of them, I naturally being trained to be a leader in the household)

This is my foundation friends, we are very close and I Love them very much^-^.

Lily always said that her head is bigger than mine, I didn't notice until she complain(Advice: we live by faith not by sight)

Evax Day

Today, all a sudden I woke up around 5am early in the cold morning. I didn't know why, and try to get back to sleep as my body is so tired (yesterday was payer meeting extended, went to bed around 12am). However, I gave up and went to wash up for the day, wanted to do my quite time in my room but Lily was sleeping and I gave up the idea. As usual went to watch morning news, maybe I turn the volume of the TV too loud, Sunnie walk in to see what is happening. She saw me and asked:" Why are you so early?" and just told her I can't sleep, then she turn into my mom:"Well, then go and do your quite time in the dinning room-_-!!!" (Thanks for giving me this idea) So of coarse :p , switch off the TV and went to do my quite time, after my quite time, I feel so relax and went back to my cosy bed with Lily, slept like a baby until Lily woke me up. hehe...

Today is Evax day, which is to approach people and share Gospel to different nations in QUT. Our brother Peter Chong was there to help us, this is my first time to be in this event^-^.

After, Peter gives us some advice and prayed before we spread into groups, me and Nilla is in one group ( I forced her to accept me...hehe~) Then, I asked Nilla, what girls are we targeting, she said of coarse girls that is relaxing and have time to listen to us, so I said :" BOTANIC GARDEN~ " When, we walked to Botanic Garden, trying to share Gospel to Aussie girls, but me and Nilla lack of confident to share with them :p, so we found two Asian girls, however they are Christians, so we just tell them about our event and LG.

We continued to find people, she just saw this girl sitting on the grass drawing a tree. I saw this girl so lonely, and I suggested to Nilla :" Try this one, she is alone." Then we said Hi! with a friendly face, started to have a girl's talk as a warm up (e.g. Shopping, travel places, Culture diffrences....etc), when she began to open up her heart to talk to us by sharing her family background, we started to share CCM and God's gospel, we successfully shared the whole thing. After this, Nilla and I was so confident about sharing the Gospel and wanted to try one more, but Alas! There is no more time for us, as it is 1 o'clock. we need to get back to our team. We shared our experience and there was one person accepted Christ after listening to Ting's Testimony.

I know that God will use different people in His creative ways, which is very miraculous to none believers and special to disciples of Christ. (e.g. Nilla and I lack fo Confident to share Gospel to an Aussie girl, we thought they are not going to listen to us, but somehow God prove HIMSELF by sharing the Gospel to one of them.) I know that HE is going to be with us in this spiritual war.

1st day ushering~

Yesterday was my 1st time in ushering, quite excited and shy. I have to welcome strangers with a smiling face, I can do it in life group but I can't do it when someone wanted me to because it is not my will xp (hehe...), some how I got over it, when I met some of my friends. being an usher is quite fun helping behind the scenes because I like to be humble and its job seem to be mysterious.

In the evening, we Daniel 2 went to City Wok for dinner. I met this Taiwan guy "Wen Hao" who is friend of Ming, I am so happy that he excepted Christ that fast....He couldn't speak English very well, but he dares to come all the way from Taiwan to Australia just to learn English...( I was like wow~) I know that the dish in City Wok is not going to be delicious :p, however, I just order sweet chili fish sharing it with one of my friend "Jimmie" . When we are having our dinner, I notice that Wen hao was quite a talkative man...haha..another Sanguine. I really like Sanguine people at least when I am talking they give me responds and are happy about what you share...Not like phlegmatic, when I am talking they don't really give me feed back and keep quite for awhile-_-!!! haiz~

Good News!! Jimmie let we take over the organizing food event ministry after church...hahaha (evil laughing).. Now I can choose where to eat. When i get back after dinner, I shared my experience of my Holy Spirit fighting with the evil spirit when I was sleeping this early morning (Can you believe it, attacking me when I am having my beauty sleep~) to my housemates. Then Lily was so scare, and Sunnie told me not to share it to her again. (But it is very exciting)...however, I just say ok.... cause she is right, not everyone can accept this kind of things. When Nilla came back, Sunnie and Nilla came to my room to pray for God's protection. After the prayer, I sleep like a Child that night....hehe....

God Vs Human

Today when I was revising my Business Law, everything that I read from the textbook was really not the perfect solution for every wrong things that was done by humans(e.g. polluting the nature, slavery). Law that was created by human was kindda....if how I really want to describe is useless~. After reading the case study, I think the Lawyers think that they are God judging against people sin. Thinking of laws to put people into charge, then defence lawyer will just find various solution to help their client to decrease or win the case. I was wondering at the same time. If Adam and Eve did not eat the fruit of Good and Evil, we would all be in Eden Garden living the life wonderland. Any way we get to learn and being crave by God's through His exam...

Nilla's mother is going to leave us and return to China, when she was around in our house. Almost every night she cooked a feast for us girls. I think I already gain some extra weight over that. Nilla's mother is truely a person that cares for others, kind and faithful to God (e.g. share Gospel with a girl in her journey to Brisbane, miraclely the girl accepted Christ...wow!! How great God is!!) We all are going to miss her somehow. :(

Don't judge a book from its cover

Dear readers,

I volunteered myself to help my friend up in building her furniture up today. This afternoon, when I arrived Uni-T lunch after my accounting class I have some chit-chat with my CCM fellow friends then we played a card game brought Pethuel, it is a exciting game that needs your immediate instinct to play with.

After Uni-T lunch, Steph is going to wait for me at the library while I am having my marketing class. An hour later I saw her at the vending marchine, she told me that she was too sleepy that she slipped off the stairs, then I made joke of her:" at least you don't have to take off your pants to get everyone's attention." haha!! She told me that she broke a record of going to the hospital for 4 times last year, due to her careless jogging in Vue and some other funny reasons. I though back it's been long that I hardly been to any hospital for the last 4 years, since the last time was because my grandmother was ill. "How can this girl, been to that many times in her life?"Then we bought some treats back to her house to build her furniture. When we arrive to her suburb she told me that she forgot which direction to her house, we crose right to left of the road. When we finally arrived to her house, she don't have a tool kits-_-!!! I was like unbelievable, then she told me that we can use the leg of the table to hammer the things up

(me--->*~*!!) Of corse I did what she said, as the result of her idea, the leg of the table was scratched, then we gave this idea up, and we phone some friends. Some friends gave a good suggestion, put a cloth on top of the nail, then you will not scracthed the leg of the table, well good idea bad choice....haha!!

Then, I suggest:" Why don't we just walk outside to the town to buy a hammer?" She said:" I heard that there is a mall around, but I don't know how to go there." However, we just walk out to explore around her house, finally there is "The Good Guys store" Yeah, we were so happy, but when I walk in everything they sold are electronics, no hammer. Then we walk forward again, we saw Coles. Sure we did bought the hammer and some other things. Then, she told me that she don't know the way back home. Fortunately, I have good memory so I just lead her back home, then I reliased that she is so funny when she cross the road(e.g. she cross like a kid). Then, I quickly build her table and drawer after arrive to her home....Phew...Hot and sweaty, Steph was busying warming our food. After, our dinner we continue to build her wardrobe....This is so challeging because, the wordrobe is so big while the room is small and no space to turn left or right. We finish building the wardrobe after 1 hour later, we rest in the dining room, where Haze mom, sis and her was eating dinner. Haze mom asked we are such good friends how long have we met. Then Steph said 3 weeks only, she was shocked and said:" 3 weeks only, and she come all the way here to help you, wow!! Such good friend she is to you?" ( I wasn't there, Steph told me. hehe...)

Then I just pack up my things to take the bus home, Steph accompanied me from Windsor to City. She accompanied me until I take the route 200 back Carina. Then in my heart God talked to me. He said:"Told you that scorpian is actually an easy going person." I was like:" Yeah, now I know." I am once a person that like to know people through Horoscope, and treat them as it was told by mankind judgement. I always aware that scorpio people is hard to get on with as the horoscope said so and don't bother to go and get along with scorpio (not even one). However, God change my point of view by putting Stephanie to stay with me for 3 weeks!! When she 1st came, she told me her sad story of her Canada homestay, torture her(e.g. eating expired yogurt, not letting her out with friends,etc.). So sometimes, I just cook something for her or boil some soup for my housemates to show my friendship love. Stephanie is an easygoing, funny and active girl....^-^. The lesson that God taught me today was "Not to judge people by their cover!!" Thanks God~

Highway to Heaven

Today is Sunday, a day that we Christian come to worship our "Beautiful Saviour". I cooked breakfast for my friend Lily and myself, she loved my cooking I am happy about that but I hope that she can cook by herself and me too....hehe... Then we went out to do some grocery shopping. Then after Grocery shopping, we hurry back home to put our things, funny thing is I forgot to bring my house key...haha!! Then, Lily was quite worry that her milk will go bad so she was quite unhappy. But I was quite relax and told her that put our grocery things on the front door because we are in a hurry for CDS class. However, we did leave it outside and Lily keep murmuring that I am very careless...Yes I am~:p

I love todays serment, Highway to Heaven. I know that I am a sinner and God's grace HE send HIS one and only son to earth to die for our sin and build a bridge to Heaven for Human. Then suddenly, I had a vision from God. This vision reflected when I was the age of 5 to 6, my parents was out on a business trip and I was with my sis and maid at home. I did not want to eat my dinner and my maid got frustrated and told me that my parents is died and would not be coming back and I am going to be an orphan. Of coarse I cried very loud with my sister, then my maid just went into the kitchen and I though even she doesn't want me any more. I cried even louder, then in my heart I ask God " What am I going to do, I am lonely, Where is my daddy?" Then suddenly my dad open the door, and saw me and my sister crying. He was shocked that we were crying, then I told him what out maid told us. He just said nothing to worry, he could not make his business trip and will be staying back at home. The fear and unsecure immediately went away. Then another vision was when I was in high school, I quarreled with one of my best friend and I secretly cried in an isolated toilet. Thank God that, my younger sister persude me to

attend church to receive God's Love. The third vision was, this year thanksgiving party that held at Seya house. I was late and my housemate keep rushing. I remember that day I was very stressed because of my family issues, friends and at the same time the bus driver scolded me when I asked the direction to Seya house and I can't feel God's presence. When I arrive at Seya place, it was dark and I feel so lost and lonely all a sudden. I wanted to cry out secretly to loose out some of my feelings, then Sunnie called and said that she is coming to fetch me at the bus stop. I quickly rubbed my tears and walked towards Seya house, but the tears keep coming out and I can not control it. Then Sunnie and Ting came to fetch me, they were happy at 1st, but when they saw me crying they were shock. I lied to them that the driver scolded me, but the truth is I am so spiritually lost and blind and I can't feel God's presence. I know that God wanted to test me by staying far from me, but I am too weak without God( I think I fail this test...hehe)

The conclusion of these vision is God save my lost and lonely soul without God I am really nothing. Then at that moment, in my heart I wanted to be the salt and light of this world to assist God to save lost and lonely soul as I once was one of them. When the serment ended, I wanted to cry, because of God's grace, He save us all sinners

2 Corinthians 12:9

But he said to me:" My grace is sufficient for you, fo my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ power may rest on me.

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My future

I always ask God, where am I going to be after the end of my graduation? Then He would reply not here. Then I would ask again:" Then where is it?" He would not answer me, maybe another surprise again. God really know me well, He knows that I like surprises which not alot of people know that (quite sad not even my best friend or parents....Haiz).

These week at prayer meeting, I saw quite alot of our brothers and sisters were raising their hand for jobs and applying TR or PR. I was wondering, am I going to stuck to be like them or am I going to leave Brisbane after my education? I really like Brisbane and would like to stay back, but can't for God have prepared and wanted me to serve Him in other areas. However, I don't know what it will be(another surprise!!). Hope that something I could handle, haiz~ the future is hard to see ;).

Yesterday there is a breaking news in Northen Queensland, a ship container spilled about 30 tonnes of oil into the Ocean, as a result the Sunshine Coast was covered with a blanket of oil. I was there 1 week ago, still praising the God for its beautiful creation, the sea water was blue crystal which I can see my feet inside the coat of fresh sea water. Alas! We human fail to protect its creation and polluted the Sea. :(

Another shocking news, that I heard from my friend. One of my uncle had passed away suddenly, but no one could tell me the reason. I called back home, my brother pick up the phone, but he is too young to know what happened. So I asked my sister to answer she told me that she know it just yesterday, not from my mom but firstly from the same friend who told me, then my mom(quite funny the news was not from my mom but from a friend). She said that my mom was fine and told them that she would bring them to visit my uncle's family, but she forgot and went out herself. I hope that she is OK few days later.

Where have the Old Jerry been?

Me and WanTze
Stephanie and me

Tzu Yee and me

CKB slaughtering a mouse

Mikky in Olden days princess costume

It have been quite a time that I didn't update my blog :p. I was deleting some photo in my hand phone memory card, then I started to see

those photo that I have taken with my friends. I miss them so much, their chatting, their laughter and the time that we were rushing to pass up our assignment at the 11th hour;p. When I remember such sweet memory, I am happy that I passed almost all of my teenager time with them because I am studying in a private school which spend extra hours to learn extra things compare to government school. Although I am in Australia, I will still call them to catch up with them.

Age of 15
When I was younger, I remember that I was a person that is too straight forward in pointing peoples weakness out, of corse as a result quite a number of people hated me, funny thing is I did not realise. haha!! However, on the other hand I have also quite a number of best friends accompanying me. Now that I reflect my memory in my 15 years old, I had a best friend call Wendy which we share alot of fun together and be clear to each other she shared alot of BGR stories with me that was quite alot and shocking. But between this friendship there is alot of quarreling and crying. (So childish) because she have so many stress and would throw the temper on me, while for me I was quite Choleric at my younger age, I would just not talk to her for 1 or 2 days or cry secretly to another friend....haha!! But now we are still friends, but hardly talk alot as we don't talk the same topic any more.

Age of 16-17

However at the age of 16, I came to make good friend with another friend called Wan Tze which is a old best friend of mine since 7. Our friendship started on the 1st day we meet at primary school, still remember that if was a rainy day and she came to talk to me. But we broke up when we were 14 because she was not studying in the same class as me. We make friends together with just a simple conversation, she asked me where am I going this afternoon and I told her I am going to have a piano exam, then she immediately said she wanted to come with me, of corse I did not reject her. From that day onwards, she followed me from school to tuition, tuition to gym. Until the day, I left Malaysia, we spend the last 2 days together, I remember that she cried so bitterly (quite shocking).

I missed the day when I had a pony tail while wearing my high school uniform. :( At the age of 19 (means now), I look back to my childish and naive friendship I would give a smile that I spend most of my teenager live with friends and school activities while not involved into Boys & Girls relationship. Thank God for guiding me!! Amen!!